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Name: Nathan
Birthday: 9/15/1987
Gender: Male
Interests: I like beating people at Mario Kart. I also like kicking as much ass as I do, cause well- I rule.
Expertise: Mario Kart. And Kicking Ass
Message: message me
AIM:  Im2Good4TheWorld
Member Since:
2/23/2004
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| I am in the house of the Leper and Sue Ting is looking over my shoulder. I will kill them. Oh yea, and that Bitch Betta Have My Money.
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| Yea, actually I lied. I think I will quit Xanga for a
while. My feelings are too private/embarrassing/complex/valuable
to just put on the internet. So instead of wasting Jason Coe's
time who is the only person who reads these thing like they are the
lost chapters of Genesis, I'll just keep these thoughts on the
inside. Be sure to leave a comment saying how you'll miss me and
how beautiful I am. K, bye!
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| Amazing what a little phone call can do for someone. You don't
even have to answer the call, either. Sometimes, it's enough just
to know that that person was thinking about you, and that's all you
need to keep you moving through the day.
Flyering for Noteworthy today was so awesome. I made 2 Facebook
friends who were really swell. =) My voice is currently gone --
it's kinda scary. I always think that things like this will be
permanent. It's like my nightmare. But then I look to my
idol Kelly Clarkson who loses her voice every time she shits something
foul and then I feel better. She reminds me that it's not so
bad. Like you.
I've decided that I love Noteworthy and that I really should start
learning my music, cause Dan's disappointing faces are really starting
to eat away at my soul. I will miss Noteworthy sooooo
much!! Sadness.
Oh, and I met the most incredible person ever the other day. I'd
tell you more, but I gotta sleep! Gnite all, thanks for reading
such a lame and stupid xanga entry. Next will be good!
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| Loser of the Week: Tanya Nicole Kach (Yes, that's pronounced
'cock') of Mckeesport, Pennsylvania. What did she do? It's
what she didn't do, really. For the past 10 years since the age
of 14, Ms. Kach *snicker* has been living with her middle school
security guard, Thomas Hose (48, could these names get any
better). Apparently, the fallacious Hose told Kach *HAHA* that
her parents didn't love her and convinced her that he was the only one
who cared about her. Being white-trash, ugly, and a woman (which
implies being easily manipulated), the small and pitiful Kach,
completely of her own volition, decided to live with the man whose job
it was to walk around watching young children all day. Mr. Hose
who is quite the accomplished security guard, used his expert "mind
games" to keep his treasured Kach with him. People, the Tower of
Hanoi is a mind game. A Rubik's Cube is a mind game.
Telling someone that they suck and only you care about them is just
plain sad. The hardened Kach broke down upon reuniting with her
father, Jerry Kach as he could only say, "There is a God and he brought
my little girl home." Yea, so now you can continue not loving her
so that she runs away again. Asshole.
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| Clarity. Is what I'm getting now that the dust is clearing.
I've found that there are two different ways to view clarity.
It's kind of like getting glasses for the first time after having
needed them for years. On the one hand, it's amazing when you
first put them on and you look at something, like a tree. And
you're all, "oh shit! the trees have leaves!" And you just
spend like 20 minutes staring at a tree and gazing in awe that you can
see each individual leaf swaying in a breeze. It's frightening
how much of life's details we can miss by refusing to see with a clear
mind. But why would anyone refuse to see clearly? Well in
this case, it is like putting on those same glasses after the sun goes
down and looking up into the night sky. What were once brilliant,
shimmering twinkles of light instantly become tiny pinpoints of white,
thrown carelessly upon a muddy sky. How disappointing that the
night sky be stripped of its beauty. Still, some would argue that
you should still not take off your glasses in this case because the
pinpoints of whiteness are all those stars are and to see anything else
knowing that it is not true would be a lie. But if it makes you
happy, I say do it. So long as you aren't hurting anyone.
I was happy for a time. But I suppose it wasn't real
happiness. So I'm trying to continue giving it up. I'll
give clarity a chance. It's working for now..
What a wild year it has been and it's not even a quarter over
yet! I can't wait for the rest of 2006 to unfold because it
really does just keep getting better. I have a job for the first
time in 18 years. I am more than happy with the people I have
chosen to spend my time with. I end sentences with prepositions
and don't care. I am getting my schoolwork done on time and doing
it completely and accurately. I am being a more efficient human
being. I hardly waste time anymore, in large part due to the fact
that I have no sparetime to just waste now that I have a 15 hr/wk job,
am a full-time student, am in an a cappella group and will start taking
voice lessons next week. My only free day is Sunday, and that is
just perfect. It is fun to dress up in a tie and wear a name
badge.
Life is good, even if the night sky has lost its wonder...
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